Can't Get You Out of My Head

In the throws of an anxiety attack .oO(although still calm enough to blog).

I am glad to be your friend
And my brain I am trying to mend
The thoughts in my head are all about you
About these thoughts, someone I need to talk to
At this moment I feel quite alone
No one to talk to, no one to phone
I wonder if my thoughts are normal
None inappropriate, all are formal
I just want to let them out
I don't know what this is all about
My thoughts like cancer killing inside
But to be kind my feelings I hide
I just can't get you off my mind
And the words I try to find
Are not there to be found
I open my mouth but not a sound
It may seem that I am a fool
But I am capable of keeping my cool
I just can't focus to do it today
I hope you forgive me for what I say
As, of the alternatives to get what's inside out
This is the safest without a doubt
Thankyou for your time in this matter
I'll just go back life without a clatter

Sorry about that, Just trying to relieve the pressure on my brain but if I told it to my LadyHawk I would seem insain.