Me and my psych
My psych believes that I may not be poly she thinks that I was starved of love and criticised when I was younger and now I have a defectiveness lifetrap. This mean I hat myself and so I am looking for the love I never had trying to fill myself with enough love to make me feel safe and comfortable but I will never find enough because I don't love (or even like) myself.
posted by Unknown at 2:35 pm
4 Comments:
Your psych sounds like a complete and utter moron, but just to be sure, I'll bring up with mine the fact I think I'm poly and see what he says. Probably something similar- but I don't see poly that way.
It's really more of a "There's so much to give and learn" thing with me, as opposed to an "I need love because I didn't get enough as a child" thing. I has a dysfunctional childhood most certainly, but it was never at any point not filled with as much love as I could handle, from as many family members as I could find.
And ftr, I am depressed, have been for 8 years now, but my current philosphy is that I will get better when I need to get better, and each day brings that a little closer.
That's enough for now, I don't want to bore you any more than I already have, but I'll check with my psych... Lol.
Love and Hugz, Jen/Liz
((Still appreciating those birthday wishes!!))
Thanks Jen/Liz
I appreciate the comments It doesn't happen on my blog much, good to know someone reads it. I would be interested to hear what your psych has to say on the matter. Actually we found that most of the symtoms I was experiencing on the surface were because I was surpressing being poly.
you should be careful who you give love and hugz to as they may take it the wrong way.
Sinister
PS The Birthday wishes were sincere and I hope it was great.
Lolz, how else would Love and Hugz be taken but as a friendly expression of my oft-exuberant and bouncy personality?? Any other way to take them will be met with a grin and a shrug and the idea will be communicated perfectly.
Well, at least in my universe anyway :):)
Maybe yours is different, but personally, I'm just fine with a Universe where everything is peachy and light and colour and only the winter lacks depth and love and brightness. Winter always ends; and then I can allow the sun to shine once more.
Hmm, rambling at nearly 2am, how unusual. Lol.
Have a wonderful day, and be sure to allow the sun to shine upon you!
Hugz and Brightness,
Liz/Jen
Sorry I make some strange mistakes so I have taught myself to ask.
I personally love winter and it is the season to snuggle "far la la"
Rambling is fine with me you can do it as much as you like.
Take it easy and have fun
Sin
Post a Comment
<< Home